Lately things have kind of sucked. Work has been slow, which sucks when you are living off tips.

One thing that has been weighing on me is that I've started a drawing and painting but when I ever go to work on them I just stare at them. I never do what I say I'm gonna do.

If I had to be honest, it's what I hate most about myself. Like half of the time I write a post I don't even post it.

But I follow through on stupid shit.