I hate myself.

What is even going on with my life...

Honestly, I wonder if I should run away like I always wanted to when I was little.

I need something more than this.

Maybe I am immature. Or maybe your are just too selfish.

On the otherhand, I'm pretty sure I've secured not making the dean's list this semester. It would be my first time not getting it. But seriously, it's pointless.