i'm still alive.

everything has just been nuts lately.

i'm not sure if some things are going to get better, or if i should just except that they probably won't and move on.

i met a girl who is intuitive and the second thing she told me was that there was a person i needed to let go of.

it hurts to think that maybe it is joel, but ever since then things have been really shitty with him.

but it's not even just joel, everything is shitty.

no money, no nothing.

i've isolated myself and it's easy.