i got a job at a gas station and a victoria's secret. i went to see joel, and was supposed to work at the gas station on sunday, but i just turned off my phone and went back to bed.

i hate working two jobs anyway, especially being a full time student.

i also love joel, and just wanted to stay with him a little bit longer.

i hate not getting to see him.

i really cannot wait until it is no longer a long distance thing.

i should be studying for my women in art test. i was really hoping there wouldn't be a test in that class. i should also be working on my color theory stuff.

yesterday i did cry a lot. i cannot wait until i graduate. i am definitely taking a break until i transfer.

i miss making music and working on what i want.