i went shopping with lisa. it was a bit awkward at first, mostly because i'm a horrible shopper.

i guess i do envy her a bit. i thought we would have gone a similar path, but i guess i did something wrong.

she always asks me about school. she kind of reminds me of my sister.

i've been sick the past couple of days. and i think i have allergies too. i drove by this guy mowing a lawn.

it was horrible.

i mentioned seth to lisa. she asked if we were still talking.

i told her not really like that, i think we are just comfortable enough with each other.

we never ended on bad terms, it just kind of stopped at some point.

i guess sometimes i get confused about it. because what is it? why does he hang around?

is that it or is there someone else i should wait and see about.

and what's silly about thinking about it is i'm not even sure if he even thinks anything of it.

because really it just kind of ended gradually, and it wasn't hard since he's like six hours away. i remember i was basically in love with the guy.

i think he could be one of those guys you like, but never really understand why. i still like him. i think i could figure things out easier if i could actually see him.

but then i could be wrong.

my sister suggested a dating site. lisa wants to do it.

i don't know, i feel like it gives people an excuse to not have to see each other.

plus you have to make a whole profile describing yourself, so they meet you before actually meeting you.

i do sort of miss the days before facebook. or well, "new" facebook.

whenever i log in it's usually posts of things i saw last week on reddit or status updates about peoples kids or wedding plans.