sometimes i'm amazed by how miserable i am.

then i wonder how miserable everyone else is.

today i played a lot with my friends daughter.

i want kids, but i just don't think i'll ever have one. some have told me they couldn't see me with kids.

honestly, that hurts a little.

do they think there is something wrong with me?

anyways, when i had to leave she started crying because she wanted me to stay with her.