So I hate when you get those epiphanies about yourself.

Like how hard you've tried over and over again to be with someone who doesn't obviously doesn't want to be with you.

And then after realizing this, you pretty much keep doing it.

I think I'm just too lazy to go out and meet someone else. The whole thought of getting to know someone and left them get to know me... It's all so complicated, and most people seem to try and rush it.

I don't want to tell my secrets again.