so the last entry i wrote was about this certain boy.

and that certain boy invited me over to his house one night after i drunk texted him saying that i wanted him.

he admitted to liking me, and he even told me i was beautiful. we had an amazing week.

then he went to iowa.

he'll be back in august.

i'm starting to think it may have just been a fling, and that when he comes back we'll stay nothing.

i can't really say for sure.

but that entire week i couldn't stop smiling.

i want that back.