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2:00 a.m. - 2008-02-25

i can't stand you most of the time.

i hate it when you sing in my car.

i hate when you sing MY music.

you only listen to it because it'swhat you think you're supposed to listen to.

you butcher the words and the notes.

you butcher the meanings of the songs to fit how you want people to think your life is going.

you say all of this bullshit about how you think you'll never meet anyone.

you only want people to focus on you.

you bitch about how you are gay and how your brother is being an asshole.

i've told you people need time with this stuff sometimes. he doesn't love you any less, he's said that.

but you assume that since you are gay everyone hates you.

maybe if this was 1873.

i hope you stop this before it's all you are.

i think i might start avoiding you again.

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