I finally got a new phone.
I realized I have been really stressed lately.
This new place sucks. Shitty neighbors, you ok know... they keep trying to charge us for extra shit.
For a whole month now I've been working two doubles and closing, with little to no break on those days. I mean, I've made some good money... hence the new phone. But I feel like my soul is being crushed.
Some of the things I hear at work just irritates me too. I know gossip isn't always reliable, but it can sometimes be half true.
I just know my stress level will be the end of me. It just seems like whenever I'm trying to work on it, like a tidal wave of bullshit takes out my village. I mean any normal person would be stressed right now.
I'm like doomed to spend the rest of my life on edge, or the edge.
stephanie | says