I don't think I'll ever get married.

Joel says I just want a romance novel type relationship.

I really just want loyalty and love.

Getting married would just make it harder if you ever lost those things. So you probably just shouldn't.

I guess it can be hard to love someone that much. Fifty percent end in divorce, and of those still remaining what percent are truly happy?

Anyway, I should go to bed but I keep smoking just one more cigarette.