i feel like i just took a step back and took a look at how fucked up this entire situation is.

i've been spotted.

is the universe trying to tell me something?

i feel like i'll be taking everything with me to the grave.

yesterday i ran into work to grab my zune and the french guy was there. he said he thought i didn't work there anymore since he hadn't seen me in awhile.

i wish i would have tried to make better conversation, but i was really distracted. i kind of get the feeling that he wanted me to sit and talk.

i need a fresh start.