So I drove to Kentucky at two in the morning on Sunday. Joel texted me, so I went.

I'm not going to take it as we are back together or that things will be different.

It made me think though. How I drove down there. Why is it easier for me than him?

Then when I get there he gets all cute and starts telling me about how he thinks about me all the time.

I just want to know what he wants from me.