So I might be in over my head with this whole talking to two dudes thing.

Joel wants me to go on a double date memorial weekend. So I'd probably have to stay the night.

Seth is probably coming home that weekend. At least I can feel it. He usually comes to visit when there is a holiday.

I don't even know what is even really going on anymore.

Also i lost my job a few weeks ago.

still haven't found a new one. Time is slowly running out.

So i have been working on a resume. Applying for a receptionist job or something along those lines. Anything really.

I don't know what i want anymore. And by that i mean about everything. I was asked where i saw myself in two years.

I froze. I seriously couldn't think of anything. Like i even sat down and focused on what i wanted and not what people have told me i should do.

I just don't see myself at all.