Sometimes I just don't think I'm a family person. At least with my family.

I just don't belong with them.

It's not that I think I'm better than them, I just never really felt apart of it.

Put me anywhere in my family and I am the black sheep.

Joel wants me to visit him this week for a few days. Apparently he wants me to see if I like the area.

This kid makes me crazy.

Things better not get messed up this time. I'm tired of obstacles.

I just want to see him.

I figured since I don't have my job anymore I could defriend brad on Facebook.

He texted me at two in the morning telling me I was being childish.

If he had been in the same room as me I would have bitch slapped him to Christmas.

I think it might look really bad that I talk about all these boys. It's really not so bad, because I'm not in an actual relationship. Also i mostly just talk to them, i hardly get to actually see them.

Though i think i might just move on from Seth. I don't ever see him wanting more than him just visiting me like once a month.

It does actually kind of upset me, but i saw it coming.

I don't think we'll fall in love.