i don't think you respect me very much. you sit there and bitch about your life and your boyfriend.

you just talk talk talk.

i try telling you something and i'm interrupted to hear more about yourself.

then i'm scolded when i'm obviously busy doing something and i'm not listening or i don't look like i care.

it's ridiculous.

i'm sorry i have friends, i really am. if only they'd just go away so i can focus all my attention on you, life would be swell.

but seriously, fuck you.

today has been an off day.

i've just been so tired lately too.

and i'm pretty sure i maybe, could possibly have cancer or precancerous things going on.

i guess i should maaaybe go to he doctors.

i might.